Cheng Yunyuan, Bernadette;
01101991;
till death do us part.





Angeline | Dawei | Debbie | Elysia | Junyang | Lionel | Michelle | Peishing | Rabia | Siqi | Yanran | YongQiang |



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almost offcial,
but not exactly.
you can toggle between these two blogs(:

www.thefacadeofthe20hundreds.tumblr.com

vick bought bobby and winnie chicken rice without chicken!
and it still cost him $3!
damn silly,
but he showed a little too much love to them hurh?

i miss you two sweethearts!
i dont know how im going to live through chinese new year this year.
without you both by my side.
i'll be in depression for probably awhile.
im trying to escape the topic,
so please dont ask.
i know im in self denial.
just leave me be.

heart of gold,
that what you told.

tmr is friday, and i have no mood for school ):

settling things my way.
you started the bitch fight,
i'm playign along.
you can NEVER be as vicious as me.
i'm going ahead with ours.
and will you stop being a pussy and keep going to the teacher.
just to ask if your car was alright, complain about us,
yada yada.
its the last leg of the race.
i'm tired of your nonsense,
and i'm going ahead with my gorgeous car.
find me if you want.
better still,
go on and cry and wail to the teacher that we didn't consult you for your opinion.
I'VE HAD ENOUGH.
i'm running the show my style, my way.

and yet another post just for you,
PUSSY.

my free day was left for you today.
but you didn't turn up and you had your reasons.
but im really glad you called(:

theres nothign much to do today,
but im really worn out.
like physically and mentally.
i have no idea whyy ):

havent been updating.

andd sooo, i didn't go for IDEA presentation earlier the morning.
cause i wasnt ready and i have yet seen the slides.
how am i suppose to present on the spot?
and so we've conspired not to come together.
apparently, the pussy wanted to present on his own.
WTF, seriously.
you can resort to carry balls to this extent?
i guess you carried it a little too high,
all the way to the head.
you've gotta go easy on the ball carrying technique.
i know you're really professional at it,
we all can tell.
and you're seriously a PUSSY.
you do live up to your name dont you?
you told on us to the lecturer.
i really wonder what other sort of bimbotic ways you'll resort.
since you took a step ahead of us,
we'll follow your game.
trust me,
if Bernie fight, she fights all the way.
bet your balls shivered when you saw us outside his office,
following up your game(:
when will you ever stop?
in terms of bitchy-ness, you'll NEVER beat me.
in terms of ball-carrying, i admit defeat.
you beat anyone face down.
you're worse than a girl, i swear.
but you really know how to make me laugh at your stupidest move hurh?
nice.

so to start off my horrible tuesday,
electronics lab test.
i had a panic attack i swear.
and once it acts up, i cant get anything right.
i was literally swearing at the machines.
but the panic was redundant.
in the end, everything turned out well.
apparantly, my mind was still blank and couldnt get hold of myself.

then during my 3 hr break, i had to rush through the ever so wordy powerpoint slides.
done by you know who.
it was more of an essay.
me and debby edited it like crazy.
and finally we presented our slides that we were suppose to in the morning.
thank goodness a second chance was given (:
guess i manage to salvage our marks.
phew.

didnt go for dip plus.
i guess alot things are affecting me.
since the start of the day.
it was a hectic tuesday, and almost everything didn't turn out well.
the way i want it to be.
almost had a break down in school.
emotions overwhelmed me, from different situations.

i really do hope you're fine.
i'm really worried and concern.
but the difference, i'm standing by as a friend.
your situation is affecting me, alot.
i'm trying to get hold of myself.
i've let my ego down, but is it all too late?
we only learn to treasure when we know we're going to lose it.
thats human nature for you.

i'm sooo going to switch to tumlr after STs.

okayy,
2010 has been alright so far.
already fufilled some resolutions, while broke many others.
i've tried new things, and still tryingg!(:
my hair is now apricot brown, which i think its only obvious in the sun.
anddd,
i pierced my ear.
bungee is up next in batam after STs.
i'm not sure if i've got the guts to try it when i'm up there.
but i'd love to, still.
nevertheless, still going batam to give it a shot(:
also, i've signed up for introduction to sailing course.
wheeee(:
life is short, just TRY anything and everythingg.

today was not at all productive.
gonna stay up real late to study tonight.
waiting for tranquility to come.
thats when everyone's asleep,
and when bobby and winnie are right next to me sleeping(:

vicki passed his driving test.
my chauffeur is now choosing his car to buy.
like finally,
now, he has air LAND and sea license.
and of course im happy cause i'll benefit!(:

times have changed, and so have you.
sometimes one can seem so different from the time you know them.
everything seems sweeter in the beginning,
and sometimes you wish it would stop just there.
but back to reality, once they get to know you,
they bother no more.
you're nothing but a "hi-bye" friend.

you're the past.
i've moved on.

i'm drained out from school.
i need a get away!!

I HEREBY DECLARE THAT PHOTOSHOP IS MY WORSE ENEMY!

arghhh!!
i sat at burger king for almost 4 hrs and nothing was frigging done!
it was more like a trial and error for me.
seriously, its damn bad.
i'm a computer noob, i swear.

next week smells like hell.
2 prac test, and many other deadlines to meet.
we're not going to enjoy CNY!
cause the following week is ST.
good job sp.
well arrangement for dooms day.

today was business paper.
it wasn't as bad as i thought it was.
i just hope i'll at least get a B.
they scam us!
ask us study 3 chapters, in the end,
only 2 chapters was tested.
assholeesss!
i stayed up till 4am to study!
but i'm glad it did paid off.
most of the formulas did come out.
ohh well.
i deserve a pat on my back for burning midnight oil.

andd yayy!
i'm shifting to tumblr soon.
blogger don't allow me to upload my pictures for some reason.
probably its too (insert word).

i should blog more often.
it seems more productive (:

haven't been updating, and alot has happened.
what you may ask, and if you don't,
the exit is on the top right.

stalker, i know you've been following my blog for updates about you!
hahaha.
do you feel honoured?
there were like special posts dedicated to you.
why, are you mentally impaired?
do you have to call someone who is not related to the whole saga in the middle of the night just to pass me a msg?
IF, and i just said IF, you've got the balls or sags i'd love to call ,
call me directly?
I DOUBLE DARE YOU.
you're too afriad to face me in school.
you've gotta change place just so not to see my face?
does my face send shivers down your spine?
i guess it did(:
and look who is the childish one.
you've gotta go through the whole trouble of reading my facebook and blog,
and pass messages for someone through a third party.
just to say i'm childish?!
you're the joke of the year, i swear.
internet is my ranting platform, you don't bring personal things into work.
well, i guess its too difficult for a 25 KID like you to understand.
your interllectual capacity is as tiny as a micro organism.
i guess thats an understatement,
but i'm trying.
and so, i understand what you're going through.
you're forgiven,
NOT.

and on friday, someone had to piss the shit outta me,
AGAIN.
i guess my new year resolution to curse less is not working.
the gist of the story is this.
went far east with siqi to shop.
in this shop, we were just browsing through necklaces.
and apparently, one part of it looks fugly.
i held that part to have a closer look to see if i could take it out.
and apparently, it just broke.
the lady saw and said we had to pay for it.
being me, i argued like there's no tmr.
i guess i didn't say as much as i wanted cause firstly,
she was a china freak, and my mandrin suck badly.
secondly, i was shaking in anger.
don't challenge me.
and qiqi wanted to pay settle everything once and for all.
i was persistent.
i had to pull her out of the shop to prevent her from paying.
even if its 10bucks, we're not in the wrong.
as we walked out she shouted like some mad china dog just so to embarrass me.
i'm least afraid of embarrassment at such a situation.
and there, we didn't have to pay a cent.
if i fought all the way, i'm gawd darn sure i'd win.

moral: don't fight with me if i retaliate, cause i'd beat you face down. SUCKERS.

one word, disappointment.
well, thats for myself.
i did terribly in gems quiz.
i can't believe myself.
my favourite, biology.
and i let myself down.
11 out of 20.
devastating.
i'm not gonna be able to forgive myself for the next few weeks.

and,
you know i'll win this battle.
why bother fighting to begin with?
you've finally gave up didn't you?
at least you weren't that stupid to carry on till the end.
well, thats really slow.
but, you've came to realisation?
*clap clap.
still, you're a pussy in my eyes, and forever will be.
so, go fcuk yourself and die,
that'll do everyone a favour.

i hate periods.
i guess its a form of karma for me.
hahaha.
after all the cursing and swearing.
i guess cramps is just a pay back every month.
fair enough(:

now i know.
everything indeed made sense,
when you listen to the song tonight.

moving on.

i dread tuesdays!
and i swear i don't know whats going on in dip plus lessons.
i thnk i just have no interest in business at all.
my mind is always wandering.
i think i'm using more energy to stay awake rather than listen in class.
semester, would you faster come to an end?

and so you want a confrontation?
well, PUSSY, you haven't seen the worse side of me.
if letting go of all hatred and anger is so difficult for you,
well, let me enhance it for you.
try me bitch.
i can't believe you're so childish to this extent.
i'm still awed at the fact that you're 24 this year,
and have already served your service, which i cannot think of what you could ever contribute.

just because you've got two happy PEWNY sags doesn't intimidate me,
PUSSY.
bring it on, i'm waiting for the day you confront us YOURSELF.
i swear you'll never wanna talk to me in your lifetime.

p.s don't go back crying to your mummy we bullied you.

came back from jiajian and friend birthday party.
it was madness.

i have came into a conclusion that,
BERNIE cannot drink alcohol with mixers!

my stomach felt darn uneasy when i did drink mixers.
but when i drank either on the rocks or neat,
i felt perfectly fine.
i mean, my body is darn weird i swear.

andd noww i'm back home,
trying to get the momentum of studying back
i guess blogging is more productive(:

the song officially missing you is stuck in my head.
its replaying ever min!

to sum up the week.

on tuesday,
i had an eventful day with siqi!
mainly cause she fell and for nothingg.
HA.
went for JJ class chalet on tuesday night,
and did not had a wink.

on wednesday,
i almost died.
i slept while msging halfway.
nice.
wednesday night, gave gab a surprise for his birthday with his friends.
operation success.
(:

todayy,
my stomach was not cooperative.
was feeling intense pain in the morning,
for no reason.
skipped lessons, and slept till about now.
more than 7 tests coming up.
and the week after chinese new year, ST.
nice.
we're soooo going to enjoy our chinese new year hurh?