Cheng Yunyuan, Bernadette;
01101991;
till death do us part.





Angeline | Dawei | Debbie | Elysia | Junyang | Lionel | Michelle | Peishing | Rabia | Siqi | Yanran | YongQiang |



April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010

RESULTS!

on the day of results,
i met angeline.
we went shopping together and sat down at our old study place.
how i miss those days:(
andd zuzzy!:(
the manager taht made friends with us when we studied.

fear and anxiety was so overwhelmed in me.
i could still rememeber,
the exact moment when results were received onto my hands.
mr juraimy's exact words were unforgettable.
" Bernadette, you've done relatively well despite being so playful in class, congratulations"
i had no feelings,
no elation came onto me
because i'll only believe what i see.
tle slip was covered by the letter.
my results are still unrevealed.
i went back to where i was seated.
the fear and suspense made me lost total control of my emotions.
i broke down even before i opened my results.
i hate the feeling.
i felt so lost.
angeline came to me.
she gave me the hug i needed!(((:
*thank you girl. i'll miss you(:
then anyway,
i played blackjack with it.
i slowly uncovered each subject.
i shivered, and teared none stop
i had a three in everything expect geog, a four.
i couldn't even do proper mathematics calculation with my current situation.
goodness.
i realised i had a nineteen.
i cried and cried.
i was unhappy.
it wasn't what i wanted.
i was utterly disgusted with it.

i spent endless sleepless nights mugging for o's
andd i had gotten this.
probably, god just wants to tell me to try harder.
i know it was only through Him, that i could even attain these marks.
He was always there when i was down and depressed.
although the ,marks gotten hasn't really sunk into me just yet,
but i still gotta accept it and get on with life.
as said before,
" in every bad thing, somethin good would come out of it "
at least i was granted the chance of jc.
i had this really strong calling for me to go jc even before results were out.
probably it was god.
andd now he gave me a scrape through to get into jc.
i'll give it a shot,
my best shot.
i'll try not to let anybody down(:
especially, Him<3