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Cheng Yunyuan, Bernadette;
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till death do us part.

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Thursday, January 31, 2008

work today was too slack.
i made merely 16 calls in three hours?
that was my worst record.
i left after lunch cause i was in so much pain, due to menstrual cramps.
darn.
i hate it.
every month without fail, i'll suffer.
how i wish i never had.

today, everybody else was also taking time off.
probably calling too much in the long run would just bore teens like us.
alot of conversations were going on today.
well,
mostly about junior colleges.

for now, i feel that my emotions aren't stable enough just yet.
i break down for the slightest reason and irritation.
probably cause theres alot of things that are going on during this phase of my life.
i'm unable to make proper decisions.
and besides,
i can't take the stress that people are advicing me to do.
their stand is far too strong and firm.
i just wanna do what i wanna do.
i don't have to please and favour anyone.
i just want to pick the right choice, and not regret.
i believe it is Him who choice my path for me.
i wanna get to cj.
but my marks are pulling me back.
besides i have no sports to get me through.
now, its all up to Him.
i'm trying all my best and pushing for what i want.


12:50 AM