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Cheng Yunyuan, Bernadette;
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Saturday, April 26, 2008
work still piles up as usual.
emotions are getting better.
i ran for 200m and took my timing for 4x100m on thursday.
well, i sucked at 200m.
i was one of the last few.
anyway, there was a girl that ran the same heats as me and was leading the race.
not until she slipped and fell a few metres before the finishing line, right infront of me.
trying to be nice, i wanted to wait for her to go to the finishing line together.
but no, it didn;t happen.
instead, what i got was she got up immediately, not wanting to be last, she dashed first.
woahh.
it pissed me off for quite some time.
i felt so stupid.
i could have stepped on her and ran to the finishing line.
but anyway, i felt that my classmates support gave me the motivation.
they cheered me on throughout the race, even though i was 'last'.
they touched me deep down.
even though they don't take part in any events,
they stayed back till 7.30 just to wait for us.
yupp, the feel was strong.
went to school today morning to lend a support to my friends.
took part in the tug-o-war since they were short of people.
competition was unfair anyway.
the other teams mixed J1 with J2, when it was suppose to be purely J1 competing.
my house had the chance to protest and rematch again.
but no, the house captain was contradicting herself.
she said she'll support the house's decision, at the same time, she brain washes everybody not to rematch as it'll sow discord with the other houses, blah,blah,blah.
okayy, I AM GONNA HAVE TO VENT IT HERE.
they said winning isn't important, so why do we keep scores?
they asked to choose between friendship and sportsanship on the field, i'd take sportsmanship.
if all my competitors were my best of friends, am i suppose to let them win since friendship comes first on the field?
its RIDICULOUS.
then there shouldn't be olympics.
we're 'fighting' against our own human race.
it shouldn't be the case right?
so does it mean that olympics is politically incorrect, and we should band it?
NO.
its utter rubbish.
i don't understand what do these people think and what goes through their minds.
if winning isn't important, then why compete.
its over already anyway.
no wonder bannister never wins.
thats cause they don't even know how to interprete sportsmanship.
i dread sundays:(
tuition!
i still have got geog tutorial to do and chem to study for.
my SPA trial is on monday.
stress!
i hate chemistry!
i always wanted to severe ties with chemistry.
but it never happened.
i haven't bene studying through the weekends.
andd i'm feeling guilty already.
what's wrong with me.
i have never ever had proper weekend mood.
i'd always be thinking about what tutorials i have to do and what tests have i got to study for.
it just keeps running in my mind like a 42km marathon, one round around singapore.
it never stops and gets tired, thinking of school work.
the week hasn't been going well for me.
i get up from the wrong side of my bed too often.
my mind needs some rest now.
i'll be sleeping soon.
goodnight(:
10:22 PM