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Cheng Yunyuan, Bernadette;
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Thursday, May 29, 2008
went IMM.
i feel so stupid. i only know how to get to school, and back home.
hah(:
i guess my group is getting on well, although i occasionally struggle reluctantly to accept what we're doing.
i don't feel like putting my school down so much.
but i feel that it is quite a huge jump from the east to the west.
from a missionary school to a neighbourhood school.
from a english speaking community, to a chinese one.
its a whole new thing, a world of a difference.
i feel that theres a communication barrier with some of my friends.
its quite hilarious at times to hear people mispronouncing the simplest words.
and yet, it can be quite annoying.
i'm not trying to say my english is the best nor am i trying to act as though i'm a caucasian.
but, i feel i'm trapped in a place where i don't belong.
the environment change is a pretty huge jump.
i used to be alright with chinese back at KC, but now i'm some idiot who seems to be learning chinese all over again.
where ever i walk in school, i hear chinese.
its like their medium language.
i feel out of place:(
i want to be back to where i came from, where i started from:(
but its all too late, its impossible now:(
anyway, studied with dixon after pw at the library.
he taught me chinese.
correction, helped me do some of them.
heh(:
thank you((:
head to tuition after that and home.
i have no mood to study.
and i'm suppose to use my holidays to buck up!
where is your perseverence, BERNIE?
pull up your socks, or you'll be heading a different route!:(
1:16 AM