life is boring,

and i still feel empty:(

God, i really do hope you'd fill it somehow quickly.

i hate being emotional:(

i hate looking back, thinking about the past, how i took things for granted.

i guess i'd need the upcoming class gathering as an anti dote for me:(

how i wish time would fly, and stop right where we remember how wonderful those days were:(

i'm drowning in a pool of my own devastation.

something that no one would understand.

my life has been a huge jump for me, and i'm still taking more than 6 months to adapt.

i feel like some kid, crying over spilled milk, wanting what its impossible to retrive.

its a facade that i put almost everyday,

but deep inside, i long for the history to happen once again.

this probably may sound real dramatic, but i guess that is how my life is:(

my tutorials are piling!

my doubts are stacking.

but since a week of the holidays have passed, i've done nothing:(

argh.