Cheng Yunyuan, Bernadette;
01101991;
till death do us part.





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today was,
boringg.
pw lecture was as sucky as usual.
well, i never saw the point in pw lectures.
like what do i learn?
how to type?
thats crappy.

my 60% was shittier.
i hope i'll pull through promos.
the last thing i would want is to retain.
before i go into a state of emotional depression about my results,
my classmates results was (fill in the blanks)
two of them practically have full exemption.
that literally means that they do not have to sit for promotional exam, and they're able to get promoted.
woahh.
i think these people are sick in the mind.
seriously, who in the right frame of mind would get staright As in ALL their tests.
andd, thats not it.
those two people in my class wish to take promos because they don't wish to lose out and they felt that their marks weren't as good as they want it to be.
screw you people.
i personally feel that people who are book smart ain't street smart.
which is exactly how the people are like in my class.
well, i'm not portraying any hatred.
probably just a few rants.
one of them include, not lending notes.

sometimes i feel that i ought to be selfish with the people around in my current class.
its not that they need my notes.
in anyway, help or extra notes from my tuition.
even though people are fully exempted from promotional exams, they just refuse to lend you notes.
for what reason?
for the simple reason, because they want to revise.
i'd take that as bullshit stuffed in my ears.
its said that true friends are hard to come by, but i've gladly found them in my secondary school life.
everybody was ever so ready to help me when i needed help for chinese.
andd lent me notes when i needed them.
they were selfless.
its just the extra mild they took to help. the effort.
well, right here i'm facing the absolute opposite.
now i'm only starting to realise what the real society really has installed for me.
its an eye opener for me.
i've never been so selfished in my life, and i'm beginning to.
what is the world becoming for me now.
its starting to crumble with no friends that i can rely on.
andd one thing i've come to realised, the true friends i made were those of grades that were on par with me, or a lil better.
this simply shows that people who are less book smart can NEVER mix with those who are top in class.
they don't go well.
thats a life long lesson i've came into a conclusion.
however, there are still a few good kind souls that i feel that is of worthy of the friendship made.
still, i can't judge it by a few months.
it takes days, or sometimes a lifetime to know a person.
nonetheless, i'd continue searching in my current college.
i hope i'd meet one,
someday.

i'm not asking for much.
i'm just asking a friend to be what a friend ought to do.
if you don't understand, you'll need a lifetime to learn it.
its not written in any books.
nor does it have formula.
friendship needs no memorisation.
you need to use your genuine heart, mind and soul, to make a friend.
thats all it takes.

find me ironic?
i'm not.

i enjoy the fun times with my class,
but i detest their attitude towards me when it comes to the books.