Cheng Yunyuan, Bernadette;
01101991;
till death do us part.





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i don't know how to describe my birthday.
but here it goes.
on tuesday night, i received countless msges, calls and people nudging me online just to wish me happy birthday.
i was really happy though.
well i thought it was really heart warming to see people whom you're not very close to remembers your birthday.
although, it was just a reminder from friendster i believe.
but hey, at least they put in the effort and moved their fingers to get through me with a birthday greeting.
thats enough(:

my bro received a phone call at twleve plus saying his friend broke up with his gf.
andd he wanted me to go down with him to shoo his friend off since he was already tired.
i found it rather weird though.
but since i was in a good mood.
then whyy not?
then i realised my friends and him had it all planned.
i saw a birthday cake brightly lighted on a table.
i was stunned.
i was awed.
and theyy sang a birthday song followed by flashes of camera lights.
i was touched.
its the first time somebody did something like that for me.
thank youu jiajian, vicknesh, nicole andd my brother!(:
took pictures, talked, blah blah.
ohh, andd angeline, you didn't come ):
well, i understood what happened, so don't worry ehh?(:
and i had part of the cake smashed on my face.
gawwd. my hair was so starchyy.
everybody went back at around 2am.

i was SUPPOSE to celebrate my birthday on teh first of october.
but gawwd knows what had happened to my tummy.
the first thing in the morning, my mother woke me up just to wish me happy birthday.
which was kinda retarded, yes i knoww.
andd the next min, i came running down from my bed, into the toilet and threw up.
what i threw up was the mango cake the previous night.
gross.
then i felt something was wrong.
subsiquently, i threww up simultaneously.
next, i had profuse diarrhoea.
it was uncontrollable till i shed in my pants.
i knoww its gross.
andd it was like water coming out from my arse.
can you ever imagine?
just don't.
andd later in the day, i had my runs again while vomiting.
don't ask me how i did it.
i felt so filthy the whole dayy.
so i washed myself up.
i thought a nap could help me feel better.
but i was wrong.
i slept for so long that when i stood up, i felt so weak and felt like throwing up.
i felt like,
crap.
its not the first time i felt this way before anyway.
i had stomach flu when i was 14.
i could remember the exact feeling i was feeling yesterday.
yupp, so that was how i celebrated my birthdayy.
what a happy endingg.
i cried to myself how i was reduced to this state.
but i guess i'm all well now.
better at least.
i don't throw up at every anount of food or water i take in.

wanted to go school todayy.
but i still had uncontrollable runs this morning.
my mum was even afraid i'd shed in my pants again.
hah.
althought i still have that nauseatic feeling, but i don't feel that weak anymore((:
i'll probably celebrate my birthday some other day when i'm better.
what a sad birthday i had anyway
)):

i's still love to thank the people who msged me, and never forgotten my birthday.
even i have forgotten some of yours.
heh(:
but its cause my birthday is easy to remember((: