Yours Truly
Cheng Yunyuan, Bernadette;
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Angeline | Dawei | Debbie | Elysia | Junyang | Lionel | Michelle | Peishing | Rabia | Siqi | Yanran | YongQiang |
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
i totally lost myself in the last 3o secs.
i guess i was too nervous as i had toomuch to say in thirty secs left?
haha.
in the last 30secs, no one knew what the hell i was sayingg.
crap.
but i guess i redeemed myself in the Q and A.
our group answered and did well!
great job!(:
i totally lost control of myself when i realised i'll never be in that uniform again.
i'll never be in the canteen with my friends, knowing that it'll NEVER be the same anymore.
i controlled real hard.
until, when elysia pat me on my back.
i guess she realised i was rather down already.
my tears flowed out faster than a waterfall.
i tried so hard to cry silently.
the scream in my head is repeatingg.
i'm lost.
i'm lost knowing they'll never be my classmates again.
i'm lost without them.
i'm lost.
i just couldn't stop.
obviously, my intentions were not to seek attention.
in fact, i tried very hard to keep low profile.
but i guess my face was too red to be hidden.
after awhile, i got over it.
at least for the day.
we went CDC to bowl.
i'd rate that as one of the greatest time of my life i've had.
never knew bowling was so much fun hurh?
everything is fun only if you've got the right group of friends(:
well, initially i was rather upset by the fact that two people didn't follow us either they felt bowling was bored or some who-knows-what reason.
time after time, peishing and i spend time organising places to go for class outing.
at the end of the day, it'll always end up less than 10 people who turn up.
what a CLASS outing we have hurh?
more or less, i kinda give up pursuading people to go.
infact, i HATE persuation.
so, i'd rather leave it as it is and enjoy the rest of the company since no one ever sees the effort put in my us.
nonetheless
it ended well with the great company with just the few of us.
the usual ones.
thank youu zhe peng for the hug when i needed most((:
thankk you pei shing and wanzi for msging me when i tried to control my tears((:
thank you elysia for the comfort although you made me cryy to begin with.heh(:
thank you steven for trying to cheer me up(:
it all meant alot. it really did=)
thankk you pei shing and wanzi for msging me when i tried to control my tears((:
thank you elysia for the comfort although you made me cryy to begin with.heh(:
thank you steven for trying to cheer me up(:
it all meant alot. it really did=)
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